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Shanyeyasheyeya

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  • Mar 2
  • United States
  • Deviant for 13 years
  • He / Him
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My Bio
I'm just a whiteboy from the bronx looking for love, purpose, a sense of direction, and if possible a spliff or two for free.

Current Residence: An apartment
Favourite genre of music: Anything
Favourite cartoon character: Twilight Sparkle
Personal Quote: "I have what?"

Favourite Movies
Fight Club,The Good The Bad The ugly,Saving Pvt. Rayn
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Rammstein,Daft Punk,SOAD,Mind In a Box
Favourite Games
Mass Effect 1,PSU,FFXI,TESIV,C&C3 Kanes Warth,Chromehounds,Mairo Kart64, Psi Ops. GoW1,Skyrim
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox 360
Other Interests
Video Games, debating ,moives,music
Bored, slightly depressed. Is there such a thing as a person being superior not just in a skill or two but as a whole? To say yes I am better than most for whatever reason. Is that possible? In recent months I've been facing the issue that my survival tool of thinking myself superior has shattered under the truth and i'm not sure how to handle it. The right thing to do is to accept the fact i'm nothing but a hunk of walking decaying matter capable of some amazing things and that I ought to improve my sub par social skills and not rely on pride for comfort, but like everything its easier said than done...
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Today in gym due to the new schedules we did nothing as I sulked around the gym I noticed that there were about 4 large groups and a handful of smaller groups and it occurred to me I've spent the past 30 minutes doing nothing but sitting and slouching against walls looking at people and this odd twinge of depression kicked in. My cynical side of me remarked this as my future social life and it honestly bothered me that I was the only one that had no one to talk to. I have friends and someone to love and yet I found myself wanting to be part of these people's conversations, no matter how superficial. I know the individual desires coherence in
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I'm looking back at my last journal entry and I'm starting to see how unnecessarily bitter and overly angry I was over these subjects.  It's amazing how half a day of sharing and emitting feelings to the one you love can change your life and influence you so much. For the first time in a long time I feel truly happy and alive. Love is kinda awesome like that. Cliché, yes but fuck it without it I still be a antisocial hermit who wishes to do nothing but play Skyrim, watch My little pony: Friendship is magic (still awesome btw /)^3^(\  ) and watching messed up hentai.
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thx uber doober for the + <3!
I meant you're welcome, my bad. What I get for c/p stuff all the time.
Hey there... Thanks for the fave!
You're welcome =^_^=
You're welcome =^_^=